I want to tell you all of my secrets
I want to let you into my world
I don't give away the key to anyone
But if you want it
YOu will find it
Right under my mat
You know the mat all too well don't you?
You tread on it every night and every morning
When you rush into my world and quickly leave
This is not like me not to understand
Maybe I am the bad girl you take me for
Maybe I am the only one who can soothe you
I need to be soothed now
I need to be heard now
I want to feel you
I have your face tattooed on my back
And I want mine on you
I want you to know all of my secrets
I know you are dying to hear
I am ready to open up
I have been a bad girl and I am sorry
I want you here when my world decides to fall
It's going to be alright is all I can hear from you lately
When I am safe inside a dream
And everything else seems so tough to bear
I look for you in dream land and then you are gone outside of my door
I am so afraid to be without you
I am so ashamed of being with you
I try to let you in
I want you to feel all of my secrets
You ask and you ask
and I hide and I hide
I left the key under the mat
You come when you are ready