Dear diary
I wanna tell my secrets
'Cause you're the only one
That I know will keep them
Dear diary,
I wanna tell my secrets
I know you'll keep them
So this is what I've done

I've been a bad, bad girl
For so long
Don't know how to change
What went wrong
Daddy's little girl
But he went away
What did it teach me?
That love leaves

Dear diary
I wanna tell my secrets
'Cause you're the only one
That I know will keep them

I wanna tell my secrets
I know you'll keep them
So this is what I've done

I've been down every road
You could go
I've made some bad choices
As you know
Seems like I got this whole world
Cradled in my hand
It's just like me not to understand

Dear, dear diary
I wanna tell my secrets
'Cause you're the only one
That I know will keep them
Dear, dear diary
I wanna tell my secrets
I've been a bad, bad girl

I learned my lessons young and
I turned myself around

I gotta guardian butterfly
Tattooed on my shoulder
She's been watchin' over me

Let me tell you about the other tattoos
The flower on my ankle
it helps me to remember
that even though things are getting tough
The sunflower inside of me will bloom through

The wicked sun who dwells on my lower back
He's there to remind me of the evil
The evil parts of my life
The parts I want to destroy
He reminds me of those nights I lie awake
He is there to make sure I understand
He is there to keep me alive

Dear Diary,
Are you aware of the things I have abounded?
Do you comprehend the life I have led?
Do you know how I truly feel inside?
The skull I wear on my waist..
He is a whole other story
Do you know what he represents?
He represents the way I feel sometimes
He symbolizes the way I sometimes envy feeling
I sometimes feel like I am dead inside
That the trials I have endured have literally killed me from within
It sounds so scary to me but it is so real

it makes me crazy because I try to explain
explain the way I feel
I want to make sure that it is clear.