All I can hear is . . . . Nothing

The clock on my wall is ticking so intensely loud that my ears are aching. Quiet is something I have yearned for, for so long it seems and yet the end reward of silence is not fulfilling. I want my noisy and turmoil ridden life back. I want the excitement and the fuss. I long for stability and family. I want to grow old with someone. I want to see the man whom I love every morning and kiss him good night every evening. I want to hear Hannah's laughter and hear her angelic voice echoing in my home forever. I need to move on from this madness. I am ready for it all now. I am willing to take the plunge now whole heartedly. I want to end this silence.

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