Take me away from me

I hold my breath as this life starts to take its toll
I hide behind a smile as this perfect plan unfolds
But oh, God, I feel I've been lied to
Lost all faith in the things that I have achieved
I've woken now to find myself
In the shadows of all I have created
I'm longing to be lost in you
Away from this place I've made
Won’t you take me away from me?
Crawling through this world as disease flows through my veins
I look into myself, but my own heart has been changed
I can't go on like this
I loathe all I've become
Lost in a dying world I reach for something more
I have grown so weary of this lie I live...