Sometimes I feel as though I am in this haze that will not lift. I am so completely dragging myself today and I am cursing my boss out for making me stay until 5 pm. tonight . I am seriously beginning to despise my job. I have disagreed with it for sometime but now I think it is retchid. I am completely miserable and I don't want to work here anymore. I was just relaxing with my feet on my desk and looking out the window at the shitty weather and I am just aggitated and bothered. I feel like I am suffocating. I don' t really like feeling like I have a pillow over my face either. And this is the only way I can describe how I feel lately about my career. I feel as though I am gasping for air all day long.