TANGLED WEB

It never ceases to amaze me to the core, how maliciously uncommitable I truly am.
Once again I viciously evacuated a man from my web. I robbed myself, once again of a chance for love.
This time I am reaping it. This time the tears have fallen. I am confused, tumult, and simply upset. I am upset with me.
I met the most amazing man. He was interesting, smart, energetic, funny, flirty, hard core, sweet, and just ....well amazing. He was everything that I wanted.
I let him go. I freed my prey.
I am heading out tonight with the girls. Hopefully I can drink my sorrows away.
I don't think I can drink or drug my way out of this one. Not thyis time.
I shall report all of the details later on tonight.
Be safe and take care.
xoxo
Ruby
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