So we have decided to work things out. I love him. Nothing compares to that besides the love I have for Hannah. He is 1500 miles away and we have decided to work that out rationally and for the best of the relationship. We are going to get married. The family is not thrilled. They don't think he is the one. They think he is controlling but I feel as if I sometimes control him. To be completely honest with you, I don't know what to say. I don't even know how I feel. I am so confused, so hypocritical to myself and just so far gone.

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