Good night stars, Good night sky
Good night moon and Goodnight fire flies
It's time for us to say sweet dreams
It's time for us to close our eyes
Lavender was tossed over our feather filled pillows
to soothe us to sleep and keep us from harm
Hung high on our beds is the web of string that
will catch all of our bad thoughts and bad dreams with the darm
Merry partings says we
We bid a warm farewell
May the Lord and Lad bless us
And always keep us well
Good night my Goddess

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Kiss

Pride can stand a thousand trials
The strong will never fall
But watching stars without you
My soul cries
Heaving heart is full of pain
The aching
Because I am kissing your lips
I'm kissing you
Touch me deep, pure and true
Give to me forever
Because I'm kissing you
I'm kissing you

Where are you now?
Where are you now baby?
Because I'm kissing you
I'm kissing your cheeks

Posted to Ruby@Rubysfire.com 04/26/04 12:22:03 AM EST hahaha Thanks Cupcake. Too funny

You see her sitting with her coffee and her cell phone is ringing
With her high heeled boots of italian design
With a long cool stare she aggravates the tension
Makes up her face while she makes up her mind

Now you're in trouble, maybe she's an intellectual
What if she figures out you're not very smart
Or maybe she's the quiet type who's into heavy metal
Boy, you got to get it settled
Cause she's breaking your heart

Don't try to put on an act
You can't do that to a modern woman
And you're an old fashioned man
She understands the things you're doing
She's a modern woman

She looks sleek and she seems so professional
She's got a lot of confidence, it's easy to see
You want to make a move
But you feel so inferior
Cause under that exterior
Is someone who's free

She's got style and she's got her own money
So she's not another honey you can quickly disarm
She's got the eyes that make you realize
She won't be hypnotized by your usual charm

You've got your plan of attack
That won't attract the modern woman
Whe you're an old fashioned man
She understands the things you're doing
She's a modern woman

Time goes by and you're sharing an apartment
She says she loves you but she doesn't know why
In the morning she leaves you with your coffee and your paper
It's a strange situation for an old fashioned guy

But times have changed
Things are not the same, baby
You overcame such a bad attitude
Rock and roll just used to be for kicks
And nowadays it's politics

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There is nothing better than a Spring night on a Harley with the man who loves you

I Finally Found Someone, Who Knocks Me Off My Feet;
I Finally Found The One Who Makes Me Feel Complete...
It Started Over a haircut, We Started Out As Friends;
It's Funny How From Simple Things; The Best Things Begin...
This Time Is Different;
It's All Because Of You!..
It's Better Than It's Ever Been;
Cuz We Can Talk It Through;
My Favorite Line Was "Can I Call You Sometime?";
It's All You Had To Say...
To Take My Breath Away...
My Life Has Just Begun, I Finally Found Someone...
This Is It!
Oh I Finally Found Someone; Someone To Share My Life,
I Finally Found The One; To Be With Every Night...
Cause Whatever I Do
It's Just Got To Be You
Did I Keep You Waiting?
Body and Mind
I Apologize
Baby, That's Fine
I Would Wait Forever
Just To Know You Were Mine;
Ya Know - I Love Your Hair...
Are You Sure It Looks Right?
I Love What You Wear...
Isn't It Too Tight?
You're Exceptional!
I Can't Wait For The Rest Of My Life...
This Is It!
Oh I Finally Found Someone; Someone To Share My Life,
I Finally Found The One; To Be With Every Night...
Cause Whatever I Do
It's Just Got To Be You
My Life Has Just Begun; I Finally Found Someone...
And Whatever I Do.
It's Just Got To Be You!
My Life Has Just Begun...
I Finally Found Someone...


Now hurry up and bring me my ice cream!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahaha
mmmmmmmmmmmwwwwaaaahhhh!!!!!
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To my Tony . . . I will always love you. . Friiends or more

Time passes, the world changes
But I'm still the same old girl
And your jokes still bring me laughter
As if you still were here
And it hurts
When I smile
Because my heart still remembers
When you were around

Because you were there
When no one was
Just when I thought nobody cared
You showed me love
Because you were my friend
You always told me
And I am still here
Because you were there

So precious, small treasures
A time when truth was innocent
True friendship, was all we were after
A place where kids could still be kids
And it hurts
But I'm glad
Because at least I was blessed
To have you as my friend

You're my best friend
There are no accidents
God has a plan for everyone
And he brought you in my life
To show me what a good friendship was

www.rubysfire.com

I JUST HAVE NO OTHER WORDS EXCEPT LOVING ONES FOR YOU BABY

Are those your eyes? Is that your smile?
I've been looking at you forever,
Yet I never saw you before.
Are these your hands holding mine?
Now I wonder how I could've been so blind.

For the first time, I am looking in your eyes.
For the first time, I’m seeing who you are.
I can't believe how much I see
When you're looking back at me.
Now I understand what love is.......
Love is.....for the first time.....

Can this be real? Can this be true?
Am I the person I was this morning,
And are you the same you?
It's all so strange. How can it be?
All along this love was right in front of me.

Such a long time ago
I had given up on finding this emotion ever again.
But you’re here with me now.
Yes, I've found you some how,
And I've never been so sure.

To my baby, baby, baby I miss our "We" hours

This was unexpected
The sweetest thing I've ever known
Was like a kiss on my collar bone
The soft caress of happiness
The way you walk
Your style of dress
I wish I didn't get so weak
Oh baby just to hear you speak
It makes me argue just to see
How much you're in love with me
See like a queen upon her throne
It was the sweetest thing I've known
I got mad when you walked away
When I told you to leave, I meant for you to stay
Warm as the sun dipped in black
Fingertips on the small of my back
More valuable than all I own
Like your precious, precious eyes and tone
You are the sweetest thing I know
I'm trying to explain
I can't explain it
But baby it's in vain
Speaking to you on my phone
Your touch it makes me think I'm not grown
Sweet Prince of my sunshine
Your kiss tastes like my sweet wine
Intoxicating, so intoxicating
How sad, that all things come to an end
But then again, I'm not alone
You are the sweetest thing I have ever known


www.rubysfire.com

Good night. My boys are calling.
Katie

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Chill out
What are you yelling for?
Lay back
It's all been done before
And if you could only let it be,you will see
I like you the way you are
When we're driving in your car
And you're talking to me one-on-one
But you 've become
Somebody else, around everyone else
You're watching your back like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Tell me
Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're
Acting like you're somebody else, it gets me frustrated
And life's like this you
and you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get
And you turn it into
Honestly promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No
You come over unannounced
Dressed up like you're something else
Where you are is not where it's at you see?
You're making me laugh out
When you strike your pose, take off
All your club clothes
You know you're not fooling anyone when you become
Somebody else, around everyone else
Yoy're Watching your back, like you can't relax
You're trying to be cool, you look like a fool to me
Chill out
What are you screaming for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be, you will see
I'm never gonna find you fake it

www.rubysfire.com

ME

Please tell me what is taking place
Because I can't seem to find a trace
Guess it must have got erased somehow,
Probably because I always forget
Everytime someone tells me their name,
It's always gotta be the same.
In my world
Never wore cover-up,
Always beat the boys up,
Grew up in a one thousand population town
Made my money by cutting grass,
Got fired by fried chicken ass,
All in a small town, Abington.
You know I always stay up without sleeping,
And think to myself,
Where do I belong forever,
In whose arms, the time and place?
Can't help it if I space in a daze,
My eyes tune out the other way,
I may switch off and go in a daydream,
In this head my thoughts are deep,
But sometimes I can't even speak,
Will someone be and not pretend? I'm off again in my World
I never spend less than an hour,
Washing my hair in the shower
It always takes five hours to make it straight,
So I'll braid it in a zillion braids,
Though it may take all frigging day
There's nothing else better to do anyway
When you're all alone in the lands of forever,
Lay under the milky way,
On and on it's getting too late out,
I'm not in love this time this night.
I've learned to
Take some time,
Mellow out,
Party up,
I don't fall down,
Don't get caught,
Sneak out of the house.
Can't help it if I space in a daze,
My eyes tune out the other way,
I may switch off and go in a daydream,
In this head my thoughts are deep,
But sometimes I can't even speak,
Will someone be and not pretend? I'm off again in my World


www.rubysfire.com

To you again

And I want to believe you
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yes I try to believe you
But I don't
When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm going to do what I have to do
just don't
Give me a little time
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today
I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow
Is a different day
Hey,and I know I'm not ready,
Hey, maybe tomorrow
Hey, and I know I'm not ready,
Hey, maybe tomorrow
And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
Tomorrow it may change.
www.rubysfire.com

To the one I spent an entire snow storm with . . . I don't know why

I wake up in the morning
Put on my face
The one that's gonna get me
Through another day
Doesn't really matter
How I feel inside
This life is like a game sometimes
Then you came around me
The walls just disappeared
Nothing to surround me
Keep me from my fears
I'm unprotected
See how I've opened up
You've made me trust
I've never felt like this before
I'm naked around you
Does it show
You see right through me
And I can't hide
I'm naked around you
And it feels so right
Trying to remember
Why I was afraid
To be myself
And let the covers fall away
Guess I never had someone like you
To help me fit in my skin
I'm naked around you
Does it show
I'm naked around you
I'm so naked around you
And I can't hide
You're gonna see right through baby

www.rubysfire.com

All that I did was walk over
Start off by shaking your hand
That's how it went
I had a smile on my face
and I sat up straight
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
No i just don't understand why you
Wont talk to me it hurts that i'm
So unwanted for nothing don't
Talk words against me
I wanted to know you
I wanted to show you
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
I tried to belong it didn't seem wrong
My head aches
It's been so long
I'll write the song if that's what it takes
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
You don't want me there
You just shut me out
You don't know me
Don't ignore me
If you had your way
You'd just shut me up
Make me go away
www.rubysfire.com

To Brian, I am sorry but I am scarred forever

I'm feeling crossed
I take it inside
Burn up the pain
My thoughts are strange
Just like the things
I used to love
Just like the tree that fell
I heard it
Art is still inside
I feel it

I want to bleed
Show the world all that I have inside
I want to scream
Let the blood flow that keeps me alive

Take all these strings
They call my veins
Wrap them around
Every fucking thing

Presence of people
Not for me
Well I must remain in tune
Forever
My love is music
I will marry melody

I want to bleed
Show the world all that I have inside
I want to scream
Let the blood flow that keeps me alive

Won't you let me take you
For a ride
You can stop the world
Try to change my mind
Won't you let me show you
How it feels
You can stop the world
But you won't change me

I need music
I need music to set me free
To let me bleed

www.rubysfire.com

Posted to Ruby@Rubysfire.com 04-11-04 11:38:03 A.M. EST

TO MY RUBY WITCH. . . FOR YOU TO DIGEST FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY CORE

I never knew, she's gone
She's flown away
Everyone said she's not
Your kinda girl
I'm so alone, this girl
Is flowing fear
Everyone said
She fucked up this time

It's my brand new world
Today
And it's my brand new world
This way

I'll never change, it's wrong
So go away
Everyone said she's not
Your kinda girl

I've tasted love, it burns
I'm so afraid
Everyone said
She fucked up this time

It's my brand new world
Today
And it's my brand new world
This way

I think this fucking witch knows
The way
And everything I feel
It's all mind

I think this fucking witch knows
The Place
And every way to get here
It's all in my mind

I think this fucking witch knows
The way
To get everything she wants
It's all mind


www.rubysfire.com

DON'T YOU GET IT?

I will be the first one on this planet to tell every last one of you that I am materialistic and want the best of everything. But what certain people seem to consistently and constantly ignore, is the fact that I don't need it from anyone else except myself. Money is something I make on my own. I make a lot of money for me and my daughter to enjoy. I don't want fucking hand outs and I most certainly do not need anyone's financial help. I don't need a piece of jewelry every time I see you. I don't need bouquets of flowers daily. I don't need your trucks, motorcycles, boats or vacation homes. I don't need your endless talks of taking me out of my blue collared life style. I don't need to be showered and pampered with all of your luxuries. I just need you. I need you to take me for a long walk, no limos, no luxury cars or top of the line SUV's, no custom chopper. I need you. Just you. Only you, with nothing else. I would give up everything and anything to just have you alone.
Katie
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Invisible to you

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say:
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided
Why should I care?
Because you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
You, you need to listen!
I'm starting to trip,I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone
Am I just some chick you placed beside you
To take somebody's place?
When you turn around can you recognize my face?
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case
Everything wasn't okay
I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decidedWhy should I fucking care?
You weren't there when I was scared
I was all alone
Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide
Why should I care?
Because you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care?
Because you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care then I don't care
We're not going anywhere
www.rubysfire.com

What the hell is wrong with you?

It's the first time I've ever felt this lonely
Wish someone would cure this pain
It's funny when you think it's gonna work out
Till you chose coke over me your so lame!
I thought you were cool until the point
Up until the point you didn't call me when you said you would
Finally figured out you're all the same
Always coming up with some kind of story
Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't you're too tough
You think you're loveless
is that too much that i'm askin for
Thought you'd come around when I ignored you
Sorta thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe I guess you didn't take that warning
Cause I'm not about to look at your face again
Can't you see that you lie to yourself
You can't see the world through a mirror
It won't be too late when the smoke clears
Cause I'm, I am still here
But everytime I try to make you smile
You'd always go and feel sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You stand like a stone
Alone in your zone
is that too much that i'm askin for
Can't find where I am, I am lying here alone in fear
Afraid of the dark, no one to claim, alone again
Everytime I try to make you smile
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Everytime I try to make you laugh
You can't, you're too tough
You think you're loveless
it was too much that I asked myself for


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Posted to Ruby@Rubysfire.com 04-08-04 11:33 A.M. EST

SUBJECT: FOR YOUTake another mother fucking hit of LSD
Let all the leverance of the world belong to you
Well I can understand just why you went away
Too young to feel the pain and bitterness of love
Well I could never understand a mother fucking word you ever said
and then the people that you hurt came down on you
Well I can understand just why you went away
outside I waited for you to come home
It was all good
Yes it was all good
Take a look I' gonna blow my fantasy away
Turn off the lights and shine the spotlight down on you
Well I could never understand a fucking thing you did
Outside I waited for the day you'll come back home
You were my love, my hope, my world
My world's tumbling down
It's all good


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ANSWER ME ZIG

ZIGGGGGGGGGG
I am trying to get a hold of you. Where r u?? I know you are online because I see your name.
Call me or have Bri call me. I have not talked to him in 3 hours. We got in a fight and he left. Call me or tell him to call me.
Katie

www.rubysfire.com

Posted to Ruby@Rubysfire.com Sunday April 4, 2004 09:44:13 p.m. EST

how do you feel?
how do you hate?
how do you wake up with
the smile that's on your face?
out on the moon, if i was an astronaut
could i get back to you?
i'm out of my head
i'm out of excuses so i'm staring at the bed, and it's you
it's you i hold on to
i can't let go of you
i hold on
i'd sell my soul for you
i'm losing my heart
i'm losing my pride
i'd burn our initials in the sun if it would shine
i need a fresh start
cause i was in heaven until this world fell apart
i'm out on the run
i'm out in this empty space
since all of this begun
well i tried
i hold on
i can't let go of you, i hold on
i'd sell my soul for you
Nothing seems to help
nothing seems to work
nothing is as beautiful
i'm old enough to take all the blame for all the mistakes
all the games and all the faces
i'm bleeding by myself
but i'm okay, i hold on
i can't let go of you, i hold on,
i'd sell my soul for you
www.rubysfire.com

posted to Ruby@Rubysfire.com Friday April 2, 2004 12:32:11 p.m. EST

Last time I talked to you,
you were lonely and out of place.
You were looking down on me,
lost out in space.
Laid underneath the stars,
strung out and feeling brave.
Watch the red orange glow,
watch them float away.
Down here in the atmosphere,
garbage and city lights,
you gotta save your tired soul,
you gotta save our lives.
Turn on the radio,
to find you on satellite,
I'm waiting for the sky to fall,
I'm waiting for a sign.
All we are is all so far.
You're falling back to me,
the star that I can't see.
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.
You're falling out of reach,
defying gravity,
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.
Hope you remember me,
when you're homesick and need a change.
I miss your ruby hair,
I miss the way you taste.
I know you'll come back someday,
on a bed of nails I wait.
I'm praying that you don't burn out,
or fade away.
I know you're out there,
somewhere out there.
You're falling back to me.
Well I know,
I know.
You're falling out of reach.
I know...

www.rubysfire.com

All I can hear is . . . . Nothing

The clock on my wall is ticking so intensely loud that my ears are aching. Quiet is something I have yearned for, for so long it seems and yet the end reward of silence is not fulfilling. I want my noisy and turmoil ridden life back. I want the excitement and the fuss. I long for stability and family. I want to grow old with someone. I want to see the man whom I love every morning and kiss him good night every evening. I want to hear Hannah's laughter and hear her angelic voice echoing in my home forever. I need to move on from this madness. I am ready for it all now. I am willing to take the plunge now whole heartedly. I want to end this silence.

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